I expected a drift but not a goodbye,
Friendship is what you most needed i know,
What is it that i could have said to stop you from leaving me behind,
I know you need a place to call home,
I understand we can’t be together but why can’t I talk to you,
Am i truly worth so little to you?
It seems things never workout for me no matter what i do,
“Why are you given up on me,
Please don’t go. “
Are the words i want to say,
But i know that guilting you is not the way,
I hurt everyone around me because of the love i feel,
Im flawed in every way,
Im not as smart or as good of a person as i thought,
I thought if i was sincere and honest..real
I thought if i tried my best things would workout.
But i am me and everyone always forgets me,
Abondoned like no other i walk in circles,
I dont even get the privacy to cry,
I should laugh at myself go back to being shy,
This poem makes no sense,
Ive lost my soul i have no chance.
– Claire