Do you want to know what makes me insane ?
It is not self denial, suicidal tendencies or pain,
It is not my ability, intelligence or lack of,
Neither is it the fear of death or life,
Loneliness is no longer all I’ve known,
Neither heartbreak, or abandonment that plagues me,
It is not the lack of love, or purpose,
Rather i am too curious,
My tolerance for all things is too high,
For I know nothing can defeat me,
I sit here on my throne having conquered all,
Yet I’m burdened with my human heart.
I’m not a perfect person,
But I have found a reason to stay as I am,
I am insane because I love too much.
And the reason is you.
12.4.21
Alternative Tears 